i'm too drunk for 8 o clock.
2012, you better be a boss fuckin’ year.
the thing is that it wasn’t to hurt you. it was to prove a point. it was stupid, and i know you don’t love me anymore, but i will always love you. you were a great friend and i’ll miss you. happy new year.
dear life, get better or let me die. seriously. sincerely, me.
made a new twitter!
Sorry if my blog isn’t top quality lately, you guys. the only good thing i have going in my life is that i start school in 12 days. that’s the absolutely only thing i’m looking forward to in my sad little life.
Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me...– Sylvia Plath (via myacardianwhisper)
i've been having trouble falling asleep.
i’m over-emotional & filled with bad thoughts. i’m eating one meal a day and filling my head with music. i feel like a preteen again, and that’s not a good thing.
key points in last nights tate-esque dream: Vacation To dream that you are having a bad or awful vacation suggests that you are not able to escape from the daily responsibilities of your waking life. You are having difficulties coping with life’s problems and issues Amnesia To dream that you have amnesia suggests that you are trying to block out the rejected or negative aspect of...
I have eaten one meal in 30 hours. Slept 6 hours. Cried twice for the same reasons. I’m simultaneously exhausted, and wide awake. Starving and content. Ceremonials is one of my favorite albums I’ve ever listened to. I am laying in a bed with a dora the explorer canopy/tent over it. My mind is a bit of a mess and I don’t like it. I don’t feel like I love anything anymore....
goodnight. Ky says goodnight. i love my sweet baby ipod. what a sweet boy he is. it’s going to be annoying but i vow to not leave him in my car. ever. so an hour or so i got a message that’s for daniel and i, it’s an apology from a friend of ours. i thought that it was so mature. i wonder why people say women are more mature, sometimes. maybe it’s because all of his...
Set Fire to the Rain
where are you? how have you been? do you think about me? i need you. i tried. atleast i can look back and know that. right?
Going to Target to get my new iPod! i'm more than...