i don’t understand how a person could glob onto a characteristic of a person, and become so obsessed with it, with the idea of being a part of it, that they lose sight of everything.

let me put it this way, when i said i wanted an asian boyfriend, i was fucking serious, but i didn’t go actively looking for one. i don’t glob onto the fact that Daniel’s half vietnamese. i swear to god half the time i forget we’re different races. 

anyways, unpopular opinion but be your own person, don’t define yourself under a characteristic of your significant other. 

110reasonswhy: alright, time to go work the fuck out. gonna try and change up my routine a little. walk the track until i feel warmed up, stretch some, treadmill for as long as i can stand, then walk the track to cool down a little, then elliptical for hopefully at least a mile.  HERE I GO!  I CAN DO IT! 

that’s my new weight loss/ body positive PERSONAL blog.

don’t follow if you’re not body positive, thanks. 

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but honestly please follow if you’re interested and not a hater! :)

Tangerine crush lipgloss :) also no eye makeup. Parked in front of the eye doctor.
eyes from the other day.

being practically friendless makes me so incredibly sad, but i try and remind myself that people change a lot quicker and more dramatically than i do, so i can’t expect everyone to be on my level all the time. 

c’est la vie! 

in other news, i’m becoming more and more addicted to makeup, and more and more fashion aware, which is not easy nor fun, when you’re practically 100 pounds overweight.

the good news is on monday i’m going to go with my best (and pretty much only) friend to the community center, get a year membership, and work out. we’re going to try and do this at least 3 times a week, and i sure hope we get to, let me tell you! i’m so ready to be thin! they say if you work out/diet for 2 weeks straight, it mostly becomes a habit, so thats when it gets easier, so here we go! praying this works! <3 


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